weiying
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
8:26 PM
well. i thought we should make things clear.ok weiying. i'm sorry. i admit that when you asked me. i felt not the slightest bit of hatred. just a little tinge of dislike. but slowly after that. i dunno what happened.
urm. i don't like to use the word hate. it's too heavy. so. i just use dislike. and i admit. you can be a joy to have around. but sometimes. i just can't stand it. i don't know if it was me or what, but sometimes i think you have an attitude prob.
sure. everyone has them but i think that sometimes it's better not to go overboard. don't get mad at me. i'm just saying this.
i don't mean to insult you or anything. don't take it it wrong way. and it's just we found that some of us couldn't get along with you.
i mean, i myself have an attitude problem. when two people with hard heads huzhuang (bang each other), problems will occur. so i don't want probs to occur. i thought it'll be better if we keep a safe distance. so. pardon me if i may seem to 'not like you'.
also. i'm not really mad about the 'band 5' incident. but. urm as my profile says, i suspect i have LSE. and you weren't the only one to think that i'm in a band lower than the one i'm in..
. urm yeah you said that you thought i was in band five.
. wan shi saw me in consultation and thought i was in ... i dunno.
. huan qing thought i was in band three.
not saying the rest are worse la. but i mean. i know i look stupid. but sometimes it can be a little hurting. i may be overreacting la. but it just really bites.
but mostly overall. the main reason why i 'can't stand you' sometimes is the attitude. though i may be like. over critical on you. but i'm really really sorry to say that i think you're attitude is not good.
sometimes the yan shen you give me just gives me the feeling. 'i don't like you. fuck off.' so i feel a little *finger thing* bit offended. ok. no. a bit offended *widens finger gap* ok. offended.
that day. i was feeling damn pissed. i forgot why. that we just... i dunno what happened but it happened.
so... yeah.. hope you don't feel tooo offended.
well. i know you probably have many things to say about me too. so.. please say. MUST say. =]
and now i must blog bout what happened today. before it slips from my mind *falls and slips in puddle*